tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-53004117611220511072024-02-08T04:32:35.496-08:00Meny's - Feelings & ThoughtsMenyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03309942221358026629noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5300411761122051107.post-3363481434924242782007-03-01T21:46:00.000-08:002007-03-01T22:14:10.985-08:00Love and other impossible/important pursuitsI was sitting on the subway and in front of me sat a woman reading a book named "Love and other impossible pursuits", needless to say that it captured me..<br /><br />It's a fiction book, though I've never read it, I already got a lot from it! this sentence just sent me straight to an ocean of thoughts. how true it is and still those pursuits are <span style="font-weight: bold;">very important.<br /></span><br />It's a known fact that you should work hard for certain things, that they are the purpose of living. what's not so known is that you might not be able to have those things in your lifetime... it doesn't matter to the fact that you should still try, cause that's what counts!<br /><br />I'm not talking about a partner for life or kids etc. I'm talking about being a good person. you try hard and put your soul into it, but you still find yourself wondering how did you get so low. but this thought is the one to cheer you up (and me ;-)). as long as you keep trying you are worth it!!<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span>Warm regards,<br />Meny.<br /><br /><div class="techtags">Tech Tags: <a href="http://technorati.com/tag/impossible+pursuits" rel="tag" class="techtag">impossible+pursuits</a> <a href="http://technorati.com/tag/important+pursuits" rel="tag" class="techtag">important+pursuits</a> <a href="http://technorati.com/tag/being+a+good+person" rel="tag" class="techtag">being+a+good+person</a> </div>Menyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03309942221358026629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5300411761122051107.post-2154563253352841932007-02-19T20:48:00.000-08:002007-02-19T21:10:56.321-08:00Wishes..I feel like I'm on the verge of a "Great Depression", and the easiest thing would be to let go. but I'm trying to fight it with wishing! instead of saying to myself "<span style="font-style: italic;">what do you live for?</span>" "<span style="font-style: italic;">what use are you to the world?</span>", I try to wish that one day I'll have a reason to live and my presence on this world would help someone.<br /><br />I grew up learning that living for yourself isn't a good enough reason to live. and even though I know that you have to take care of yourself, it's still not the main purpose.<br /><br />Some people told me that I take it too hard on myself, but seeing how people act these days doesn't really attract me to change my ways..<br /><br />As usual I'm falling right into philosophical thoughts.<br /><br />My point here is to keep wishing, and I write it over here so I won't back-out. I promise myself "<span style="font-weight: bold;">I'll keep holding on!!</span>"<br /><br />Smiling by choice,<br />Meny.<br /><div class="techtags">Tech Tags: <a href="http://technorati.com/tag/wishes" rel="tag" class="techtag">wishes</a> <a href="http://technorati.com/tag/depression" rel="tag" class="techtag">depression</a> <a href="http://technorati.com/tag/holding+on" rel="tag" class="techtag">holding+on</a> <a href="http://technorati.com/tag/philosophical+thoughts" rel="tag" class="techtag">philosophical+thoughts</a> </div>Menyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03309942221358026629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5300411761122051107.post-18109940570462798262007-01-29T01:15:00.000-08:002007-01-29T05:01:28.419-08:00New York City - First SnowFirst real snow on new york city this year, I've decided to go<br />and get some coffee and donuts. it's really beautiful out there.<br />I tried to catch some snow flakes to see their shape, in reality<br />they are a lot more beautiful then in computer graphics.<br /><br />I walked in amazement of "<span style="font-weight: bold;">first snow</span>", the wind is blowing<br />snow in my face but I don't care. I love that romantic feeling<br />walking alone in the snow, the world is asleep everything<br />is so peaceful. the snow is virgin in so many places makes<br />me feel special, "<span style="font-style: italic;">I'm the first person to walk here</span>" I think<br />to myself, as a weird sense of proud fills my heart.<br /><br />I noticed my footprints has a trail as the snow getting thicker,<br />this new revelation got me excited. I keep looking backward on<br />my footprints, I really like that trail.<br /><br />I'm so calm as I walk, no rush the world is wearing it's wedding<br />gown.<br /><br />Dunkin' donuts is right in front of me, "medium caramel latte"<br />I say to the girl at the window. "with ice?" she asks, and you<br />can see the humor glitter in her eyes. "no" I jump off but then<br />I got it. that had me smiling for a while. I waited and watched<br />the snow caught up in a whirlwind, the magic of it get to me as<br />I wish to be carried away on those wings, to be captured by the<br />love to someone without being able to resist. "<span style="font-style: italic;">how lucky they </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">are</span>" I'm thinking "<span style="font-style: italic;">uhh someday..</span>".<br /><br />On the way back I see a street light with a naked tree hovering<br />above it, the snow and this soft orangy light made me wish I had<br />a camera to perpetuate that moment. it was so romantic that it<br />just drove me to write it down, just to share it with someone,<br />to keep it real so it won't fade away.<br /><br />First time for me to share my inner thoughts and feelings like<br />that so please no mean comments,<br />Meny.<br /><br /><div class="techtags">Tech Tags: <a href="http://technorati.com/tag/first+snow," rel="tag" class="techtag">first+snow,</a> <a href="http://technorati.com/tag/romantic+thoughts," rel="tag" class="techtag">romantic+thoughts,</a> <a href="http://technorati.com/tag/walking+alone," rel="tag" class="techtag">walking+alone,</a> <a href="http://technorati.com/tag/wishes" rel="tag" class="techtag">wishes</a> </div>Menyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03309942221358026629noreply@blogger.com1