I feel like I'm on the verge of a "Great Depression", and the easiest thing would be to let go. but I'm trying to fight it with wishing! instead of saying to myself "what do you live for?" "what use are you to the world?", I try to wish that one day I'll have a reason to live and my presence on this world would help someone.
I grew up learning that living for yourself isn't a good enough reason to live. and even though I know that you have to take care of yourself, it's still not the main purpose.
Some people told me that I take it too hard on myself, but seeing how people act these days doesn't really attract me to change my ways..
As usual I'm falling right into philosophical thoughts.
My point here is to keep wishing, and I write it over here so I won't back-out. I promise myself "I'll keep holding on!!"
Smiling by choice,
Meny.
Monday, February 19, 2007
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